own space

..a result of a bored mind, a lonely heart and a tired spirit.

when life starts to slow down, what do you do.. where do you go..

been talking to myself lately, nothing to share with, no one speak to. so here it goes. here are the things I want for myself, for my family and for my life.. its somewhat like a bucketlist



my own bedroom.
i want my own space.
pay off all my debts.
an iphone.
exchange my slr into.
a point-and-shoot cam
open an advance account.
pay off my mom's debts.
visit the US of A.
travel alone.
quit work and.
start a business.
have a boyfriend.
quit vices.
go on a pilgrim.
be fit.
my dad to be home.
bum for a month.
travel around the world.


..my mind is kind of a blurr right now. i cant think straight. basically torn to the things I want from the things i have. to the things i cant do from the things i can do. money is everthing. not to be greedy or anything, but for praticality.